It has been around 2 months since Timo's recovery. It's not as if the depression lifted in one night, it has been a process. But there were some moments of highlight that mark the process of recovery, and the anger and hatred that once burnt have now been quenched. Like a storm in the sea it has now been stilled. What seemed to be a loud absence, now we see, has long been a silent presence. In the multitude of questions that seemed to be unanswered, there was patience and mercy, waiting for the moment to speak right into the heart behind the questions, and at the right time, it settled the clamor of the mind and rested the sorrow of the heart. And as Timo recovers, the vision and calling that we have are slowly beginning to form clearly again. We are currently working on a story to make it into animation. The depression we have experienced will not go into the drawer of life's cabinet. The sword that used to rip us apart, has now become the very weapon in our hands to draw its edge back to pierce the true opponent. As we recall the sorrow, we keep in mind those who are in it, and we remember GOD who has reminded us who we are. We do not assume one answer to every question of depressed or grieving heart - that would belittling the experience of each person has and every comfort would only be another jab. But to share what we see - with the eye of honesty that not many of us has, as a way to embrace you as your heart cries, and as we witness together how the gears rotate in contrast against each other, but works paradoxically to move the watch and how it, in the end, chimes beautifully according to the Clock Master's design.
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